Useless decision. Series of unfortunate events?

I feel so tired and drained.. Imagine, I thought that I was so needed at work (Ansons) that i had to give up my hong kong/shaghai tickets to my bro. Of course now they're enjoying it.. Blasted decision i have to make! I thought i would be able to concentrate on the work. Then again.. you have to think twice and see the future..

Someone suddenly just died (one of my dad's relatives.. my uncle i think.. haven't met him and haven't heard of him..) so my dad has to fly back to the province to attend the funeral.. which is a most unfortunate event for me..

Now i have to stay (being a good gurl of course!) and take care of the business while all the boyz go vacationing.. (tough choice for me! ha!) It's as if it would had been a better choice if i had decided to go to shanghai/hk! sigh.. sigh.. sigh.. should finish the work both for this and that company.. (could i clone myself now??) =D

//in addition to all that, have to get along with a person pa.. sigh.. should've learned how to drive so that i'll be able to go where i want to!! grrr... and i think all of my friends are busy with their own lives.. sigh.. what a moody day for me.. haha.. and the person who would've (could've brighten up my day..) well... a darn too busy day for that person too!! =( hope things could brighten up tomorrow.. at least i could swim tomorrow and forget the worries just for a while..