Random Heart Ramblings

Just had an after dinner treat with my high school friends last night. And the age old question: why did you break up came up once again. Of course I used the ever universal answer that its because of my *toot* *toot* but in reality, (yes its already 1230am and am still reflecting on such trivial matters), the reason lies not on other's problems but with my own.

Love, as i have learned and experienced, should not be based on merely feelings itself but rather on commitment and respect. These two I personally did not have during my immature years and when I grew tired of everything, I just gave it all up and tried waiting for my own adventure. But alas, God had other plans and miraculously didn't allow any other soul bear the foul play of my supposed immaturity. Life is a series of lessons. Most often than not I blame (and try to find blame) in others and not See the lessons behind.

I am not saying that I have grown up. Grown ups are boring, talk of jibberish and politics (because they can't discuss sensitive issues, and waste time by doing so). I still am giggly (ok not that giggly coz relationships aren't new issues for me) when I talk the "whose who-couples" with my friends. Its just that, when my turn comes (that is given the chance), hopefully, I'll be able to give my bestest shot at it and try to appreciate and learn from it.