oxyMoRon Anyone?

This season is another season of heartaches and another round of sorrowful mysteries.. ^^ I thought I have finally found someone but I guess that no one can withstand the pressures of the family (all the more that of my family) ^^ (as they say... matira ang matibay) hehee..

Looking back at my journal, I can't believe how one sided the love i had for that one creature in my life. Now I laugh at the entry that I had seriously written down two years ago, Dec 21 of 05

"Hwee kee" (noun) - defined as oxie, similar to oxiemoron, misleading, does not take initiative, well versed in mandarin, fookien, kewl, sabi-shi-i-desu, thao-ke, multivitamins (3x a day text), proud, man of many words, magnet of gays/gals, good cook. lobster eater, korean lolo entertainer, loyal to his gf, inconsistent texter, numb, busy, workaholic, enzo friend, fudge slave, risk taker, hated and loved at the same time, stealer of thoughts, hoops and yoyo fan, driver, rebellious, outgoing, unmovable, bittersweet, spontaneous, igniter of false hopes, proud, mother of pearl...

and i could really go on and on about this guy, for this was one person who invaded my thoughts for the past unknown (X) years where X is infinite.

june 13 2007