Sit dwan...

This is actually a chinese term... term that stands for those being feeling loss due to heart matters. (or something to that sort). Had been feeling it lately, when the text of that someone special is missed, and you wonder if its because of work or was it because of the revelation I gave regarding my dysfunctional status. Its the point where one loses appetite and the spark to do normal chores. Its when everything seems dull in color. I had experienced it once, that was during the reign of oxie. And now that I thought I had found "the one", right there essentially, everything must go on smoothly, but it seems that this is going to be another round of heartaches and loss hope. Must I experience this again dear Lord? Just once more grant me your strength to face this. And give me another one so that this curse will be broken and I can go my merry way.

June 13, 2007 7:37pm