Inner Peace

For the past three or four days, questions inside me that were settled before once again resurfaced, and the nagging feeling inside me that I tamed before seem to rebel again, now with more urgency. Reading previous self help books didn't help me from further being depressed about life. Maybe its just the mood swings, or maybe my visitor is knocking at my door already... Fortunately this morning, I felt settled within me and answers I had gathered before seemed good enough for the time being.. Hopefully those answers will serve their purpose longer before i get hit with another wave of depressing issues... heeeheee... One thing's for sure, and that's the past, coz its unchangeable, if God has managed to be faithful before, that's the only pillar i can lean on right now, coz the future is unknown, thus i have the present and that's the only time I have control over my life with... I really need a vacation.. haha.

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Another interesting issue to note: Swiss marriages are becoming a phenomenon in Bolinao, Pangasinan. And here i thought its that difficult to find a suitable mate! But in the town, daughters of peasant families are being introduced to Swiss men and get to live in Switzerland. They in turn strive for money and provide livelihood for their waiting families here in the Philippines. Now i cannot say for sure if their lives there are just like domestic helpers/sex objects or really loved wives. We cannot say for sure for our destiny is always like a blur.