laff out loud
Yesterday i saw
Yesterday i saw
I wasn't feeling all that good today... Specially my throbbing head and I still can't think of a darned design.. hehee... so I resorted to reading past slum books and diaries.. and found out... and found out...
For the past three or four days, questions inside me that were settled before once again resurfaced, and the nagging feeling inside me that I tamed before seem to rebel again, now with more urgency. Reading previous self help books didn't help me from further being depressed about life. Maybe its just the mood swings, or maybe my visitor is knocking at my door already... Fortunately this morning, I felt settled within me and answers I had gathered before seemed good enough for the time being.. Hopefully those answers will serve their purpose longer before i get hit with another wave of depressing issues... heeeheee... One thing's for sure, and that's the past, coz its unchangeable, if God has managed to be faithful before, that's the only pillar i can lean on right now, coz the future is unknown, thus i have the present and that's the only time I have control over my life with... I really need a vacation.. haha.
Leave her cute text messages.
There had been times when I think that the universe is playing a big game with me. In the span of a short while, I've been presented with great opportunities, great people, wonderful ones. But here's the catch: I cannot stretch out my hand and grab hold of anything at all. If I do, I know the consequences and it will be worse than when I first started. I guess that's life. One has to live with it. Beautiful things are a sight to see and behold, not to get and play with. You are allowed to see it from a distance, disect it, marvel, scrutinize it, investigate it like a precious china. But that's that. No crossing of the yellow line...
I'm just sipping my uber bitter Abs bitter tea after our pigging out round from spirals. Unfortunately for those reading this post (and who've i've promised pictures...) there are no pictures of food within this blog, coz looks like people are
Have (finally!! had the guts enough) to have talked to someone yesternight. Although it lasted until pastmidnight, it was a refreshing view towards life. The speaker insisted that once one gets older, a better half ought to be sought. But is it always the answer to life's mind boggling situation of a soul's longin search for a companion? i presented my views on the bad side of married life and it was all dismissed as a childish thoughts. Part of me (is very tempted, and still wanting to) accept the offer, part of me didn't. Common sense taught me to stick to the former decision coz in doing so, it will save me from heartaches, backaches, migranes and flu!! hehehe.. just kidding.. Hopefully something good will come out of this. ^^;
Then Clark enters... "You called Chief?"